Ok, so my number one fear is people I love dying. Before my biological father dyed I had never given this much thought, I somehow assumed nothing bad was going to happen to the people I cared about! I was self-absorbed and my greatest fear was of people not liking me or something. Now, as long as they're alive I'm fine! Sure I would like them to like me, but it's whatevs! They're alive right? My second greatest fear is people not liking me. I'm deathly afraid of one day realizing that everybody I care for doesn't like me and the only reason they hang around me is because they feel bad that no one likes me. I mean...come on! To me that would seem reasonable, with my personality the amount of friends I have doesn't seem realistic! I'm rude when I don't mean to be, I'm sarcastic, I listen to "emo music," I'm a nerd, my life is boring, I spend my summer inside my room writing, like, seriously! This post was not supposed to get this depressing, I'm sorry for that! Heh heh... Um... That's it!
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